Darkness brings misery to the world
only the strongest will prevail.

I’m just any obese, pathetic low self-esteem kid you can find anywhere who is suffering from severe acne problem. Leading an ordinary life with nothing but negative influence and lost his laughter long long ago.

New year resolutions
1.Obviously the first will be scored well in O level and get into a decent JC or Poly course.
2.Have a happier life.
3.Think positively but still think of the worse case scenario.
4.Stop procrasinating.
5.Able to focus on my studies.
6.Not to get bothered unnecessary things.
7.Time to pass faster.
8.Grow taller and lose weight.

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Saturday, January 10, 2009, 6:13 AM

Hello! I'm back although not many know that I have a blog and people rarely read my blog.
Well life's rather hectic, typical for secondary 4. Some of my subject teacher had changed. Social studies changed to Mr Ashley Tan, thank god I'm not MrChua's class, heard that his class is mundane. E.Geography had been changed to MsKoh and my new English teacher is MsAudrey Lee.

Although many will disagree but I think MrTan's lessons were quite interesting, I was intriguted by all of his history facts and tolerating dylan's nonsense and constant punching. I was quite dissapointed when I saw the timetable and found out that MrsRam wasn't our social studies teacher but well, at least I did not get Mr.Chua.

MsKoh has us as her first graduating class and many were worried that she wouldn't be experience enough. Everything must have a start right, I suppose since we are the first one, she will pouring in more efforts for us. I always believe that new teachers are the most hardworking. Frankly speaking, if you compare a 2 months old teacher and a 20 years teacher, you will be able to see the vast different. The former will be putting all his/her heart and soul into the students and think of various ways to help us while the latter will be teaching the same thing he/she did long long time ago. Although they will be more experience and pin point everything with ease and the students will definitely benefit from it, but we must also be grateful for the hardwork by the new teachers, only through more challenges and they will grow and become a better teacher.

Lastly, MsLee, needless to say, she is a good teacher. I think her teaching method is rather good and helpful. Like constant compositon writing to make us practice more, using every work we did, she will comment on it and list out the mistakes we made and help us improve on it. By doing that, she definitely will have more marking to do but she still want to do it, for our sake I guess. Her wide vocabulary is another factor too. At least she will be widen our vocab.

Secondary 4 is really a stressful one, first day of school and O level had been drummed into our brain. How well we did for O level really determine where we go in the future. Even now, getting into poly isn't easy as it was. The line that separate JC and Poly is no longer how well you score but where your interest is in. Poly students will have a clear mind of where they want to be and JC students will still have 2 years to consider. Personally, I would choose JC considering the job I want. It's really depressing to see the COP of JC had fallen again, hopefully I can score well in O level.

Speaking of O level, many of you should know the results will out on the 12th. Dread... I really wish that I can get a A1 in my chinese but I guess the possibility is rather small. Well, what done cannot be undone and what I can do now is just to face the cruel cold truth. Hope I wont break down.

I'm already picking up the pace to start studying and stop procrasinating. Hope I wont lose my will to study as time passed. MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER, DO IT ONCE AND BE DONE WITH IT. MUST NEVER LOSE MY IMPETUS.

p.s.: TAN MING HAO, DON'T TRY TO WRITE DON'T NEED TO STUDY AFTER SECONDARY SCHOOL ON MY TAGBOARD! THANK YOU!