Darkness brings misery to the world
only the strongest will prevail.

I’m just any obese, pathetic low self-esteem kid you can find anywhere who is suffering from severe acne problem. Leading an ordinary life with nothing but negative influence and lost his laughter long long ago.

New year resolutions
1.Obviously the first will be scored well in O level and get into a decent JC or Poly course.
2.Have a happier life.
3.Think positively but still think of the worse case scenario.
4.Stop procrasinating.
5.Able to focus on my studies.
6.Not to get bothered unnecessary things.
7.Time to pass faster.
8.Grow taller and lose weight.

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What lies ahead is only uncertainty..
Monday, January 12, 2009, 4:57 AM

I'm a dissapointment. Failed to meet my own expectation, the teachers' expectation. Disspointment is what I can only see in their eyes, everybody was having high expectation on my chinese and I had failed them. I can't feel anything when I knew about my result, absolutely nothing. Its only when I saw the others, when I had the time to sit down and let the news sink into me. Its only went I saw Mstang who always has confidence in my chinese. Its only when I saw MsLim who taught me for 2 years. Its only when I saw MrChoy shaking of head and listened to MsTan's console. My tears started to form in my eyes and flow like a faulty tap. Although many had tried to console me but it futile.

I'm really afraid that history will repeat itself, I'm really scare of the upcoming O levels. I don't want to score badly. But am I able to forget and this and continue with my life? I have my doubts.