Darkness brings misery to the world
only the strongest will prevail.

I’m just any obese, pathetic low self-esteem kid you can find anywhere who is suffering from severe acne problem. Leading an ordinary life with nothing but negative influence and lost his laughter long long ago.

New year resolutions
1.Obviously the first will be scored well in O level and get into a decent JC or Poly course.
2.Have a happier life.
3.Think positively but still think of the worse case scenario.
4.Stop procrasinating.
5.Able to focus on my studies.
6.Not to get bothered unnecessary things.
7.Time to pass faster.
8.Grow taller and lose weight.

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Subjects
Friday, May 15, 2009, 8:07 AM

Hello there. I'm here to clear the 1 metre thick dust.

I had decided to blog after reading Yongkian's blog about subject and I am going to do the same too.

Well, I do agree with him that even if you have the passion for a particular subject and is really enthusiatic about studying. It doesn't mean that you will definitely score well for it. I guess it got to do with your study methods and your intelligent. I am one of the perfect example. My undying love for chemistry is known to all but I hardly score well in it in major exams.

Major examinations are always a true test to one's passion towards a subject. When I say major its really major; like O level. After getting an A2 in chinese, I find that it has become really hard for me to write a composition, especially narrative. Some thing just wouldn't go away. I started to committe mistakes that I never did. It is really saddening for this to be happening, especially to a subject that you once have confidence in.

Although there are always some relationship between subjects and normally if you do well for one, you will do well for its partner too. The most common combination is Physics and Mathematics. (to: 黄容 Yes, I did it on purpose. ) Why is mathematics so important. I talked to Miss Lim about my physics this afternoon and she said that my results are like sine curve. How I wish that I can do well in my sciences again. The classroom environment affects one's performance. If I had work hard in my lower secondary, I would have get into the course I want. (The course I want was not offered. How irritating can this school be?)

Seriously, I have been comtemplating on what have I been doing in primary school these day. My basics are so weak. Especially my english. I feel that even in primary school, the teacher must still be really proficent in a particular subject and only teach 2 or 1 subject but not all. I dont remember learning much. Or is it because I have really bad memory. Nonetheless, if I am more hardworking, I may not suffer as much now.

Copying from yongkian again, I shall come out with my subjects honour roll too.
  1. Chemistry
  2. English
  3. Geography
  4. Physics
  5. Social Studies
  6. Elementary Mathematics
  7. Additional Mathematics
  8. Chinese

Is it shocking, frankly speaking, I don't really feel much for the last three subjects. BUT I don't hate them.

If I was to add a subject that I am not taking, I will add English Literature. I feel that it is really an interesting and fun subject. But, my school is really fond of making changes and it failed utterly for my batch, resulting with not pure humanities around. I will fight to get this subject if I ever get into a Junior College. We will see.

Wow, it has been long since I typed some much. Guess its time to bid farewell. Bye.




Wednesday, April 1, 2009, 3:22 AM

drawing personality

What does your drawing say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You tend to pursue many different activities simultaneously. When misfortune does happen, it doesn't actually dishearten you all that much.You are a direct and forthright person. You like to get to the core of the issue right away, with few signs of hesitation.You like following the rules and being objective. You are precise and meticulous, and like to evaluate decisions before making them.You have a sunny, cheerful disposition.

Handwriting Analysis

What does your handwriting say about YOU?
The results of your analysis say:
You fill every waking moment with activity. You are a shy, idealistic person who does not find it easy to have relationships, especially intimate ones. You are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish. You are a talkative person, maybe even a busybody! You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

This is so me.
This first and second result is a little contridicting, especially "You have a sunny, cheerful disposition." and "are negative, fearful, resistant, doubtful, and/or selfish"


Its has been longgg since I last updated. Life has been mundane as usual. Heaps of homework and tests. I always wanted to do my homework and start studying but well, I failed. Irritating. When will I really start work. PRELIMS are coming in erm.. 1 months time. Yes, ONLY ONE MONTH or a month and a few weeks. Nonetheless, START STUDYING YOU PIG!




Sunday, March 8, 2009, 7:35 AM

I'm only here to say, IT HAS BEEN A MONTH SINCE I LAST BLOG. KEEP IT GOING! HEEE




Reflections of my life.
Sunday, February 8, 2009, 6:04 AM


Overwhelmed by homework..
Common Tests are coming.
Overpowered by a emotion named guilty.
There's no end to it right?
Will I go without worries and regret...





Monday, January 19, 2009, 5:50 AM

I'm still pondering... Result or course? It is so tempting to do so.

School has been the same, lessons were fine but soon there will be testS coming up.
English, physics, chemistry. Oh ya, we just did a surprise chemistry test today.. Hope I don't fail that paper.

Mundane life with nothing interesting to post so bye!




O level..
Saturday, January 17, 2009, 7:28 AM

Result or interest? I bet this must be the thing many pure sciences students are thinking, especially those who had got lecture by MrKoh. Needless to say, I'm thinking about that too.



I am still very worried for O level or to be exact, the common tests that are nearing. Its about a month or less before the tests are here. And yet, I'm still lost to the dreadful procrastination. When will I pick up my momentum.



What I want to achieve in my future? Will thing goes in the way I want? I hate surprises. I hate uncertainty. Life's a bitch, isn't it?

Stayed in Fajar Macdonald the whole day today. I was trying to finish my homework - physics which is 100% done wrongly, maths which I had finished.

Talked with minghao while waiting for xinyi the imbecile to be back. In order to protect our privacy, I shall not blog about it. HOWEVER I MUST SAY THAT THERE'S AN ADORABLE KIDDO WHO SAID MINGHAO WAS COOL. OMG. EVERYONE WAS ROARING IN LAUGHTER WHILE HE WAS BLUSHING. If you are thinking that how we managed to notice the redness, I can tell you that his ears weren't that dark. LOL. Huiling was happily pushing all her homework to xuesi and he finished them. I think xuesi can win the slowest compo writer of all times. 1 day 1 paragraph and he's still at decribing the scene. WOW, I think he will only get his compo marked after we did another compo.

Really hope that I can endure and not shatter. Its so true after all, isn't it? Mr Tan Xue Si. Guess you're the only one who can understand what am I typing.




Put down and look straight?
Tuesday, January 13, 2009, 2:07 AM

I'm still living in the shadow. Will I be able to live out of it? There're more to come.